Assalamu'alaykum,
Thank you for still visiting my blog.
I pray for my readers to be in a very fine health and condition, aamen.
It's been quite a long time that I have not post any entry related to my self, my life. I filled my blog by sharing advices, experiences and thoughts of other people. And today, I feel like to do so.
New semester has started. New subjects to be learned, new knowledge, new lecturers - different style, new faces - new classmates for certain classes, new events, new dreams, new wishes, new hopes, new self.
For 3 past semesters i have gone through many hardships for my self, my relation with people, my academic,and else. I also got issue with my lacked self-motivation. Not to forget my skin problem too. And now, it's already 4th semester.
Should i let myself being like in those yesterdays? Close my eyes, shut my mouth and just let the time passes through me? Like those yesterdays? So that i could keep repeat the same mistakes and flaws? So that i could be hated and again being left alone?
I shall be a new person now.
Not on upcoming days.
Not tomorrow.
Not today.
But now.
I might have fell many times when i have been so disappointed but i shall move on.
Maybe, i couldn't do this for my own sake, for myself. Then, I should do it for my parents.
Maybe, even my parents couldn't make me feel strong.
Then, I should do this because of Allah. Then, I will and always feel strong.
- Al Quran.